9/30/12

Impossible!!! Ces's Art Now For Sale. Really!











My friends are honest, sometimes brutally honest. After all some of us have been friends since the first day we, as children, were allowed to go outside and play. They found out I paint and draw. Let me cut to the chase. I have been under a lot of stress, so much so that I almost decided to quit painting and drawing. My best friend has heard all of my lamentations. My friends would not stop, even to the point of making me feel guilty that I do not share my blessings and gifts. What the heck!!!??? You can't do that! I just love to paint and draw. That's all. Well, that's not enough to them. I am so surprised that something I drew as a legend and a study guide garnered so much attention. So here you go! Fine art prints, framed and unframed are now available for this illustration at


  Society 6


Please pay attention to the very important notice on the product description :)






9/29/12

Book, Teenagers, Chaperon, Audition, Colds, Football, Java, Mac, Windows And Missing Steve Jobs








Book - hopefully a book on How Not To Drape Yourself With A Curtain. At a very young age I learned, never to wear clothes with floral patterns, lest I look like a bed sheet or curtain. To this day, I only have one blazer with abstract floral-like patterns. I only wore it once.




In Texas, we do everything in a big and grand style, no messing around. Yesterday I woke up at 4:30AM and got ready for the day. My husband gave my daughter and me a ride to the high school where everyone had gathered to ride a bus to another high school campus thirty minutes away. I spent over twelve hours as a chaperon to thirty-seven high school choir members auditioning for a spot on the state high school choir. There were about one thousand competitors from all the high schools in the county, vying for one hundred twenty spots. This was the area level competition, next is regional level and then the state semi finals and finals. 

The competition was intense and nerve wreaking for the students but they managed to be teenagers without cell phones or any electronic device for more than twelve hours!!! Amazing! We actually collected their cell phones and kept them secured, otherwise, any competitor with a cell phone or any electronic device would be disqualified. I proudly witnessed a group of multi-culturally diverse well behaved, engaged and dedicated but cheerful and seemingly normal American teenagers for more than twelve hours and did not go insane. They were very respectful. Oh my goodness. The coordinator did not mess around. She was disqualifying anyone even for excessive public display of affection. The students, in turn, behaved. These were teenagers with a purpose. How wonderful was that. The competition was divided into several categories: base, tenor1 and 2, alto 1 and 2 and soprano 1 and 2. They were given a music sheet they had never seen before. The boys practiced their cuts in a separate auditorium. I stayed with the girls in the main auditorium as they waited for their audition calls in groups of ten. When the girls practiced their cuts, the auditorium was filled with the most beautiful angelic and melodious collective voice, and that was just the warm up!!! I had goose bumps!!! 

That was the only practice. The singers were prohibited from singing or practicing anymore. If they were caught singing or practicing in the bathrooms or halls, they were disqualified. Thus, the reason for no cell phones or iPods, mp3 players and other devices. If a student needed to call a parent for a ride using their cell phone, they had to be accompanied by an adult outside. The call had to take place in front of the adult.   The individual audition took place in a room where the judges were hidden from view by a curtain or black wall paper.  My daughter who has been having a cold and bronchitis cough was gutsy enough to compete. 

After the competition we waited for the choir teachers who tallied the scores for over three hours. Imagine a gym filled with teenagers without cell phones waiting...waiting... The scholarly ones brought their homework. Some rested their heads on the table and took naps. One girl set up a hair-dressing shop in the bathroom. Several students gathered in groups and played games, blew bubbles, played cards and visited. The other parent asked me if I am willing to chaperon again. I did not commit but am leaving my options open. It was raining when the school bus got back to the high school at around six in the evening. When my daughter and I arrived home, we immediately went to bed.

So what did I do all that time since there was not much to do? I drew the above image for Illustration Friday's prompt - Book. 

Today is Sunday. I hear nothing but football, football, football...

I am tired. I woke up at 12:30 thinking it was 7AM. I checked my email and discovered that Apple's Mountain Lion yet again screwed up with Java preferences. My mail settings reverted to the old classic settings without the integrated messenger feature. I could not reset it to the new setup because java was disabled. So I read forums and how to pages - easy- just enable Java 6 from the utilities folder. When I opened the java preferences folder, Mountain Lion totally removed the enable option box! Sigh. I had to use my Dell laptop to fix my email settings, save the settings and then open my email on Mac. My settings remained and Mac allowed  me to keep it, it just won't let me fix it on the Mac! Duh! I miss Steve Jobs. Oh, Java 7, I read, makes your Mac vulnerable to security breaches. Apple needs to learn to play with everyone else. Such expensive devices I cannot even use for my work anymore because I upgraded!!! It should not be called an upgrade, more like "Make your Mac more useless".



9/28/12

Short And Straight To The Finish Highlighted By Tall Crooked Trees







Blur




Short And Straight To The Finish Highlighted By Tall Crooked Trees
Micro pigment ink on 14"x17" Bristol Board





Some days are a blur
You woke up at four
Later
You saw your lovely daughter in the morning
Dressed and ready for school
You admired her cute outfit
And gazed at her beautiful face
And wished her a wonderful and safe day
You kissed your husband goodbye
At least you saw the sunrise
But
Today
You did not notice the traffic jam on the beltway
Nor the clouds
You have no recollection of how the sky looked
All of a sudden you were looking at the barrier gate rise
You knew you walked down the stairwell
And went trough the automatic doors
And climbed the exit stairs from third to fourth
You opened your office door
Surely you noticed the note attached to your door?
Yes you did turn on your desktop
And visually scanned your email
How many inter-office chats there were on the screen
Asking for attention and answers
While you were on the phone?
And meetings
How many changes did you make?
You must remember them for there were declarations and audits
and certifications and closures
There was an emergency meeting to solve a problem
And lots of discussions
There was no time left
Where did you eat lunch?
What did you eat?
Amy Winehouse's Frank album was playing in the background
While you made a change
There was a telephone conference
And a light discussion about the Texans playing on Monday night
Something was broken and you fixed it
You ran down the hall to the elevator well
And Bob laughed at you
And you noticed you can't run anymore
When did that happen?
You used to be a fast runner
You ran down the hall again back to your office
And Bob still standing in the hall talking to someone
 Told you to stop running
From the corner of your eye
You saw a commotion happening by your office door ***
But you were on the phone discussing a project while rewriting some rules 
What time did you leave the office?
What did you eat for dinner?
Who cooked?
Your husband cooked.
What did you do after dinner?
By nine you were ready for bed
At eleven
Your son woke you up
He told you about his day and you told him to look at you
You gently touch his handsome face.
You say goodnight.
And
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
A pet, a hug.
Quiet.
Sleep.
You wake up and get ready for another day
It is only twelve o'five in the morning!
Go back to sleep!
Amy Winehouse is singing on iTunes...






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*** (A fellow analyst was decorating your door for Halloween while you were on the phone. 
She knew you danced to Michael Jackson's songs while working a few months ago.)

9/24/12

The Young Grandewitch of Xystoi






In life there may be a loss from which one moves on, but does not recover. The loss is never replaced.







The Young Grandewitch Of Xystoi. Micro pigment and India ink on 14"x17" Bristol Board. Posted earlier on Facebook


About this drawing: I finally finished it. It was fun illustrating this piece, although I must admit it started getting tedious and laborious in the end. There are over one thousand distinct leaves on the main tree and each leaf has a spine and ribs. There are also caterpillars on some leaves. It took 12 pens with different nibs ranging from 0.20mm nib micro pigment or India ink pens and brushes. Depending on the viewer's angle, trees in the background appear into view. When I draw I prefer new pens. There is a certain sensation when a new nib scratches the surface that sends vibrations to my wrist. I do not like to use a lot of pressure. A new pen is gentler on the wrist, therefore, I do not wait for the pen to run out of ink. In the past I only used 0.20mm nibs but I am almost out of them. I am clinging to my last two pens. I use them for drawing facial features. I should get new ones I suppose. This is the juvenile Grandewitch of Xystoi. I have rendered her in oil on canvas before. My signature is always a part of the drawing. It is on the mandolin, on a tree branch and on the kite caught among the branches.








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9/19/12

I Mean It To Be Personal





Cadena de Amor - What Matters Most

I know
why I am here
who I love
what I like
what I need to do.
It is different from
what I wish
Those are extra
and fancy too.
In the end it's not how far I have gone
But who is near
when it's time for me to go.
I know who loves me
or at least who I want to love me.
What matters is
I know who I love.




I have come
full circle.
I wanted to go there
 hoping to find what I want
Only to discover
I had it all along.
All the words and cheers
were intoxicating.
I started thinking of going there
and there
 and there.
But there is not where
I long for
otherwise I will be happy going there
because there is not here
and here was my there then.
It is where I am happy.
My refuge.
My home.
My love.




I do not long for an audience
to validate what I do.
No certificate to verify what I did.
I know what I do
I do it well
not because someone tells me
but because I set myself to do so.
Frankly I do not know how I got here
I can't remember ever planning
or plotting
but how I got here I remember,
was not always easy.
This I do know
that whatever I do
I do it because I know it is right
for me
and that is fine by me
and even more so if it make the one I love happy.






Maybe it's not what makes for greatness
It's not so self conscious
and not aiming for glory.
I do not think of myself first
but those who I love the most.
It gives me purpose.
An honorable duty.
I am honored to oblige.
I do not want to love everybody
and heaven forbid if everybody does in turn.
No, I want to love a few
And give it all.
It's personal, you know.
Quite simple
and ordinary
that it makes it rather
special.
Yes!
Thank you for being in my life.









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9/15/12

Behance Projects
















9/14/12

I Miss You











You were so full of
love
enthusiasm
energy
life.
You never gave up.
You were brave.
You worked so hard
to serve others.
For us.
For me.
Now you are gone.
I am lacking.
Without you.
I hope you are well.
I love you.
I miss you.
I love you.
















9/9/12

A Heap Of Laundry




A Tribute To Imagination:


When I do laundry,





I separate the whites from the coloreds and dark.
Don't you?








A Heap Of Laundry. Micro pigment ink on 14"x17" Bristol board.
A Tribute to fashion photographers Lillian Bassman, Richard Avedon, and the impossibly original zero-sized supermodels: Dovima, Sunny Harnett, Alice Bruno, Twiggy, Verushka...






My Sunday Drawing Board. Now I know why some couture are so outrageous.
There is no limit to the imagination! It is fun designing clothes!
Trying to draw without my usual 005 micron.



9/1/12

Their Mother's And Father's Eight Children







Their Mother's And Father's Eight Children
Once upon a time when I was a child and everything was perfect, I played with my five sisters and two brothers...
Pigment ink on 14"x17 Bristol Board



There is no greater blessing and a more desirable beginning in life for a child than to be born to a loving mother and father. The journey ahead is a series of adventures and struggles, of plans and surprises, joy and sadness,  happiness and pain, elation and sorrow, disappointments and contentment... an ebb and flow of highs and lows but always tempered and soothed by love. That is the premise of being a family. Sadly a family unit may end too soon or its equilibrium punctuated and jolted. So it rebuilds itself always with the goal of keeping and maintaining it as a source and refuge of love.