Sunday, March 27, 2011

Where Go The Boats?



Where Go The Boats? Archival pen and ink on 12"x9" Bristol Board. This drawing is my impression of my Mother, whom I called Nanay, playing with my eldest sister Ched and eldest brother Daniel whom I call Nonoy. Nanay taught my sister and brother how to recite Robert Louis Stevenson's poem "Where Go The Boats?" If you want to know, this took me 22 (almost continuous) hours to draw because I changed my technique. I finished the line drawing first and it proved extremely difficult. I am used to winging my drawing where I finish one area at a time. P.S. Toto, do you see the kasoy tree? I drew that for you!



At my Mother's funeral, my eldest sister delivered the eulogy. She talked about being raised by our beloved Nanay. My sister mentioned her character, her intelligence, her wit and a host of other traits that made us all eight children and our late Father love her so. Then she mentioned how Nanay made toys for us and played with us. She made paper dolls, masks, tent houses, origami. She played baseball, hide and seek, made makeshift play cooking utensils and taught us how to cook and set the table. We pretended to chew the food and I developed a sound that everyone later coined as "Baba Isidcille" (Mouth of Isid by Cecille). Tia Isid was the elderly lady we adored, who lived down the street. She and Tia Tiba were the ones who packed garlic on my cut, the one I mentioned on the dragonfly post. But I digress.

Nanay taught us origami. We learned to fold many kinds of paper. We made hats, purses and paper boats. We loved to play with paper boats. We made them in varying sizes. I always loved making the tiniest paper boats. I think I hold the record for making the tiniest paper boat ever! I folded it under the magnifying glass and it floated.

I seldom talk about my older elder brother. He is a mechanical engineer. He taught me many things when I was a little kid. He is artistic and creative and has a high mechanical and technical IQ. At the age of nine or younger, he built a toy car made of wood that he can pedal and steer. He let me use his Rotring pens and he explained the slide rule principle to me. I did not understand the latter. He taught me how to draw floor plans and drafting using scales. He let me read his architectural and House Beautiful magazines. He knows a lot about plants and trees and he can cook. He works as a mechanical engineer in Northern Luzon. He used to take me along in his walks but we had a big fight. When I was a high school student, we wrestled and he pinned me down and made me smell his armpit. I was so incensed that I struck him with a 2"x2". He stopped playing with me ever since. Still, I love my brother very much.

My eldest sister loves our brother very much. They are very close. They shared many difficult times. As babies and toddlers, they moved with our Mother from one air raid shelter to another during the Japanese war and occupation, while our Father fought in the guerrilla army.

This is a drawing of my brother and sister with our Mother. She is teaching them how to launch their paper boats. Nanay often recited the poem "Where go the Boats?" to my sister and brother. I learned there is a technique to paper boat launching. Not mere paper folding. One has to use the right kind of paper, one that won't get soggy before it reaches it's destination. You have to launch it at the right bank and steer it out of the reeds, roots and weeds along the canal banks being careful not to sink it. You have to guide it through the current until you let it be in open water. Soon it will reach its destination, in our case, it was the corner of Libertad Street and Yulo Avenue, in front of Tia Ana's store. Tia Ana was a mean storekeeper with dark brown skin and curly hair. She always wore an A-line house dress which looked like a fat and short letter I. She yelled at us and threw on the counter the dulce de lemon candies we bought for one centavo each. Sometimes she literally shouted "What do you want?". We were afraid to go there but she was the closest corner store. She acted as if she was doing us a favor. I think she had a bad menopause. So we preferred to go across the street to Tia Deli, the sweet, kind and gentle fair lady who always smiled at us when she gave us the candy.

See there's a lesson here. When you reach your destination, do not hang on just because that's where you meant to go. Do not tolerate bad treatment and abuse. Sometimes it is necessary to go across the street. Just be careful, you don't get run over. Ah! A kid's life, so complicated, and you thought this was just about paper boats!



Where Go The Boats?
Robert Louis Stevenson
1913, A Child's Garden of Verses and Underwoods


Dark brown is the river.
Golden is the sand.
It flows along for ever,
With trees on either hand.

Green leaves a-floating,
Castles of the foam,
Boats of mine a-boating—
Where will all come home?

On goes the river
And out past the mill,
Away down the valley,
Away down the hill.

Away down the river,
A hundred miles or more,
Other little children
Shall bring my boats ashore.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Cultivate The Ennead Of Friendship



Ennead. Archival pen and ink on 9"x12" Bristol Board. Click to enlarge, perhaps you may see the ants!



This took forever to finish! I started this on my vacation and I thought I'd finish in a day or two. Instead, I slept, overslept and took naps.

I also wanted to make this drawing interesting since it was starting to bore me. Everything in this drawing is a pattern of 9. I hope you find the 9 ladybugs and 18 leaf-cutting ants!

An ennead is a group of nine. Get this, 9 is one of my lucky numbers! Nine is my dearest friend's favorite number, and actually I just got interested in it because of her, but now I like it.

Anyway, I have been thinking a lot about my friendships especially that some old friends have contacted me lately. These old friendships ran through my mind like newsreels and as they kept running, I kept smiling. I realized that I have so many friends with whom I have lost contact and when we reconnected it was as if we just left each other yesterday. A lot of them were my college classmates and my fellow staff nurses when I was in New Jersey. A few of them were my childhood friends.

I started thinking what made these friendships endure the long absence and separation, only to resume as if we have been together for years. I thought about the characteristics of these relationships and there were two or three traits that always stood out.

The first one certainly is Love. I loved my friends and they loved me. Just because.

Secondly, we admired and respected each other. As a matter of fact, I think this was how we attracted each other's attention, whether it was admiration for knowledge, talents, skills and traits. There was enormous respect for one another.

Thirdly, we celebrated our similarities but accepted each other's differences. I remember very well how my friends and I did together a lot of things that we liked but we discussed, argued, debated everything under the sun. There were varying opinions and sometimes we never agreed.

But we were honest and we were not fawning or sycophantic. In fact if one tried to fawn, we detected it and immediately would be turned off by the gesture. We did not agree to do anything that compromised our virtues just because we were friends. It was important that we remained honest to ourselves and with one another.

We were always kind towards each other. We loved to laugh at ourselves but never at one another.

The caring in our friendship extended to our other friends and families even if there was no direct contact with other friends. There was no competition for attention and no one ever told me not to be friends with someone they did not like. Of course, that was not necessary. Chances were, if they did not like a person, I felt the same way. Even until now, my old friends ask about my family and my other friends. We brought out the best in each other and we encouraged one another to grow and cultivate other friendships. We never took each other away from our families.

We protected one another. Even in their absence we protected each other. We did not tolerate bad things to be said about friends in our presence. We were loyal to one another. We looked out for one another and thought about each other in our absence.

We were generous and giving but not taking. Ever noticed how some "friends" only like you when you have something to offer or when they need something? I remember insisting on my friends to accept my offer and they in turn did the same thing.

We did not use each other.

That's probably why we are still friends after all these years.

I go back to work tomorrow after my vacation. I will be on call!!! Oh my.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

For My Brother

Hello! I hope you are all doing well. I had no Internet access last week and it was annoying. However, now that I have it, I really don't miss it at all. In fact, I rather like not being on it, except using iTunes and listening to Donna Summer's "Last Dance" song repeatedly while I try to finish a drawing, washing and folding clothes, making dinner, downloading some vacation photos, chatting with my niece and answering my best friend's email, I am enjoying having a quiet day.



Then I remembered that I made a promise to one of my brothers that we will share each other's skyview everyday. The photos should not be computer enhanced, just the way we took them with whatever device we used. He posted the Ides of March, above on his Facebook profile. This is the entrance to the University of The Philippines in Diliman where I studied Speech Pathology many years ago. My brother blogs here, here, here, and this is my favorite here.

Last week I was not able to share my skywatches at all. Since I was on vacation, I promised to do what I always wanted to do if I had the freedom to do it - I slept in and just about made up for my sleep debt that I accumulate during the work week and being on call. So no early sunrises except for this one last Saturday during the early part of our long drive home. I love looking at the sky. I love clouds, I love the sunset, the stars, the moon, the sun. Okay, I love looking up. See what I see Outside My Window, here.

This was the sunrise at the Georgia Welcome Center on US Interstate 85 yesterday morning.


Friday, March 11, 2011

6. The Young Disaster Series - Blistering Blustery Buhawi

Young Buhawi. Archival pen and ink on 12"x9" Bristol Board


Blistering Blustery Buhawi
stirring the sea
creating enneads
and stranding billions of fish.

Her sisters:




In Mathematics an ennead is a prime number, the sum of 8 and 1. Greek ennead-, enneas, from ennea nine.

An Ennead for E
A Special Tribute to Nine

Paul Erdos, the mathematician who coined the term "Epsilon" (vanishingly small quantities) for children identified this characteristic for the number 9:

The number 9 when multiplied by any number from 1 to 10 would result in a number with a sum total of 9.

1x9 = 9
2x9 = 18 (1+8=9)
3x9 = 27 (2+7=9)
4x9 = 36 (3+6=9)
5x9 = 45 (4+5=9)
6x9 = 54 (5+4=9)
7x9 = 63 (6+3=9)
8x9 = 72 (7+2=9)
9x9 = 81 (8+1=9)
10x9 = 90 (9+0=9)


I have a confession to make. This drawing is not yet finished. I still need to draw scales on the fish but I am in a rush and chasing a very important birthday of a very special girl who will soon be nine. No doubt this is an unlikely tribute but Buhawi stirred the sea and resulted in a couple of sea creature enneads and the birds on her hair. My 9 year old friend will be aghast at Buhawi's nakedness. Happy Birthday sweet sweet E! May you have a super duper day! TSUP!!!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

5. The Young Disaster Series - Moody, Mercurial, Tempestuous Bagyo-Bagyo



Bagyo-Bagyo (a.k.a Typhoon or Hurricane) And Her Sinister Looking Undulatus Asperatus Clouds. Archival pigment ink on 12"x9" Bristol Board.

...and her sisters:




Litle Known Facts About Ces:

I love mythology. Some of the most interesting words are derived from mythology. For example: mercurial, Sisyphean, Herculean, Achilles heel, olympian. See what I mean? I want to write my own story of the Disaster Sisters in pen and ink.

I am an official member of The Cloud Appreciation Society. Yes. **Sigh**




The cloud above the Hyundai Factory in South Carolina


A Conversation About Clouds

1: Oh my God. Ces loves clouds. Have you seen her photos of the clouds outside her window?
2: No.
1. She is obsessed with clouds.
Ces: I am not. I just love clouds. Have you seen an asperatus?
1 and 2: A WHAT?
Ces: Asperatus. Look it up in Google images. Undulatus Asperatus.
1 and 2: (Googling...) Oh my God! That is not real.
Ces: Yes it is. Now try googling "Mammatus cloud", "Roll cloud", "Shelf cloud", "Anvil cloud", "Morning Glory".
1 and 2: Wow! They are amazing!
Ces: See? I am not obsessed. They're just amazing. I love looking at the sky. I love looking "outside my window".


Sadly, the most beautiful skies and most interesting clouds are associated with adverse weather. The clouds before Hurricane Ike.





Here is the mature Bagyo-Bagyo.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

2011 Q1


Ah! It's only March 6th and I am already posting my first installment of the Year in review. I thought it would be useful for me to lay out all the inking, I, a serial inker, have done during the first quarter, a sort of status report. There's not much to show here, not an oil painting for the first three months. This is the slowest I have been. I am very disappointed. Instead, I have used over one hundred 005 nib micro pigment pens. Datsa lotsa ink and I don't even have much to show!

I also joined a very special group of painters, illustrators, artists and dilettantes, who support each others' endeavors. So that's a lot of fun.

Obviously, I love vegetation and elephants and birds, my family and my friends. These drawings represent all that. It may not be obvious to others but to me, they are, for all the time I was inking, I had my loved ones in mind. My favorite is Elma, the chicken and Maes, the rooster. They remind me of my parents. I love Lindol because of all the ink and details I laid on that paper. I am enjoying the young Disaster Series. I may ink one before the week is over.

Work has been very busy for me. I moved to a new office before the year started and immediately implemented a major project. In between, I wrote several project-independent decision support rules, performed on call duties at least five times per month. I need a break and I scheduled myself for one. Incidentally, the first day I return to work, I have another project to implement! In fact. it starts on the day I travel back home. No excuse, no break. All these plus I have two busy teenagers, laundry on the weekend, cooking for my family everyday, sick family members...so what have you been doing?

Okay, I am being facetious. I know we all have our crosses to bear and we tackle life in our own way. I am no superwoman. In fact, I can hardly cope sometimes. If I make it appear easy, it's because I hate to hear myself whine. But I am also surrounded by people who truly love and care for me. I am grateful to The Viking who remains a faithful and loving husband and father. I am thankful to my children who try to do their best. I will be lost without them. I am also thankful to my sisters and brothers who encourage me to persevere in times of hardships, especially the only sister I have in the US, who calls me everyday. And I am thankful to my best friend; and to my sweet sisterfriend in the desert. They both offer their shoulders for me to lean on. Then there are my friends at work who make things easy by working hard. They are all very precious to me; to them and for them, I give thanks.

I also want to thank each and everyone of you who visit and leave me your precious comments. They are laced with love, kindness, support, encouragement and laughter. You mean a lot to me. I appreciate each and everyone of you. There are many of you and each and everyone, precious as the next. Some of you, have become a part of my life. I would like to give away a signed and matted giclee print of Lindol to one of you. I am sorry it will be unframed, I won't even attempt to try to ship glass, but it is all of acid-free and archival materials. The mat measures 11"x14" with an 8"x10" window. Here is a close-up of Lindol. Please don't be shy. Just leave a comment.

This is how I manage to smile, laugh and create the above black and white images. They are witnesses to my life. Those drawings know all my secrets! Sometimes when the wind blows, it howls and tries to knock things down, it passes without great devastation, not because I live in a sturdy house, but because it is a home with ties that are strong. It is my refuge. I know it is trite and commonplace but really, it is simple, love makes everything better.

Thank you very much.

Tsup!!!


Saturday, March 5, 2011

The Elephant Forest




Pachyderm Forest. Archival pen and ink on 9"x12" Bristol Board.


On the left, is the Pachyderm Parade drawing I did for Bella more than two years ago. My dearest friend loves elephants. I have come to regard it as her symbol. When I draw elephants, I associate it with tenderness, loyalty, strength and wisdom. I am grateful that she sent them my way so they can play in my forests. Thank you for sharing your elephants, Bella. Tsup!

Do you know who else loves elephants and elephant trees?

Arija
said... If there is on thing in this life that I love, it is your elephant trees. How can I possibly have previously existed when I knew them not? It is a puzzlement.

My dearest Arija... Here is an entire forest of elephants for you! Sorry, it took so long. I wanted to surprise you when you woke up this morning but when I press the "publish" button, I believe it will be past 3:57 PM your time. Your today, is my tomorrow, but for now, this is my present for you.

Tsup!