Saturday, October 31, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - The Provost Nymph and The Skinny Trees


The Provost Nymph
Permament ink on 11"x14" Bristol board
Dedicated to Bella Sinclair and her contagious mirth.

The Provost nymph said she is not that skinny,
I assumed it's just one of those brush-offs she gives me
to redirect the attention away from her.
An exercise in mirth may be accomplished
by drawing a series of lines and squiggles.
For example,
a few lines and semi-circles to create a koi fish kite
with two epsilons clinging to its dorsal fin
with their Mom and a canine named Oz looking up with glee.
These and others you will have to see.
A Fiesta carafe and a coffee mug
can you guess the color?
I hijacked these from the cerebral one
who masks her brilliance with a wicked sense of humor.
Like the tetris rock formations
and pachyderm named Elton with a couple of friends
watching the ripples of the fish studded stream.
Of FPOT and a pot with F
of Bella sticking her tongue
and Isabella firmly grounded, not flying or falling.
Of a couple of ducks performing extreme Korean seesaw action.
Of Epsilon Nine playing Concerto No. 2, 3rd Movement, by F. Seitz
aboard a happy pachyderm
and Epsilon II, Emma the Diva serving honeysuckle tea to Alyssa
while the poor girl whose hairdo eluded the illustrator
of the most adorable Flower Girl Series is dangling
from the Taco Flower.
The elfin Ces drawing on her Bristol board
surrounded by a mother and two kids
in the form of ducks and turtles.
Somewhere is the mental ninja and
the precarious stack of cups formerly used by the violinist
sans kettle which now hangs from a tree
and a source of curiosity for the canine Oz.
I tried to portray my friendship with the Provost nymph
a bond still growing.
Do you remember when you were young
you used to play with two tin cans connected together by a string
which served as your telephone?
The two birds don't need that anymore
for they are perched together on a tree limb.
An on the twig is a banker bird who loved watches and golf
while on the other end a mother eagle watches over her nests
while an array of impressive bird houses display.
I love the four storied one.
The Viking bird with his wife on the computer
and his son with the canine named Daisy
and his daughter doing her homework while
listening to Johnny Depp as Sweeney Todd.
Up north is a bald eagle bird
and on the west is another, not quite bald now
and her two epsilons
and the loving and caring glances of two senior birds
gazing upon them and as far out east
to a family with two little birds.
The sprouting oak the Provost Nypmh holds
looks like a heart.
She is a provost because she has a doctorate degree
in "nutology" and her favorite nut is me.
Let the pachyderms float in the air and roam on the grounds.
With my pen and my Bristol board
I squiggle with mirth!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - In The Dark




Isn’t it surprising to know?
Sometimes we can see better in the dark.
We no longer rely on our eyes alone
that sometimes fail to notice the details.
We touch.
We feel.
We listen.
We smell the aroma
or the repugnant scent
that we did not discern
because what we saw was enough.
We now notice the minute things
that we overlooked
because we were focused on a certain path.
And we realize that the little details mean a lot.
That if we only noticed them before
we could have averted
the fall that made us trip
and almost plunged us into the chasm.
It’s good to turn off the lights
And sit in the darkness for a while.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - Sunlight



The storms and heavy rains down here have an uncanny characteristic, they don't last long and the sun always penetrates even the thickest clouds. There is nothing that love cannot heal. I know I've said before that sometimes love is not enough, but you know what? Things get better with love. I like what my friend Deborah, my lovely tall oak nymph sisterfriend told me... love always wins. When I am sad I write, paint or draw. I started the above drawing last night and the constant stream of good and loving thoughts chased the dark clouds. Life is good. I like to think that.

The Secret Society Of Oaks - Comfort



When my heart is heavy and my mind is muddled,
When my body senses fear and anxiety,
And I grapple to gather every energy to redirect my path
And guide those whose destiny is affected by my decisions,
There is a certain level of comfort I derive from drawing certain lines and squiggles
in the quiet of dawn....
Of concepts like love, strength, rebirth and hope,
...of faith, peace, beauty, tenderness and caring,
....of patience and perseverance,
....of grace, kindness, forgiveness and second chances.
I send a plea to my angels and listen to their hushed pronouncements
The intensity of the silence pierces my ears.
I hear myself so loudly I have to muffle the sound.
I feel every nerve endings of my skin,
And I open myself, but first I question,
Why did you forsake the one I love, yesterday?
I hear no answer.
Someone lifts my head so I can see,
I reach out for the warmth of another soul
And I lay my head on his chest and cry.
I have done this before and once again
I hear this: “everything is going to be alright”
And I have never believed anything else to be truer than that.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - Fragile


There is no guarantee...none at all!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - Ile, Ile Tulog Anay Part II

Nuts!
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Ladybug, Ladybug fly away home. Your daughter is not sleeping, her mind won't shut off. I think you have to institute drastic measures...
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Mother Ladybug was a most gentle, kind and generous lady. She was a very loving lady. She had eight children and they were all very good and obedient and kind and smart. They were respectful and courteous and gentle and diligent with their studies and chores, except for one. She proved to be a challenge. It did not help that the eldest told Mother Ladybug that this "one" was very different and therefore may need a certain method of upbringing, perhaps modern psychology? Let her be and just guide her. She is so full of energy and did not know when to stop until her mind literally short circuited and she would mix her wakefulness with her dream state. This little bug was extremely hyperactive and refused to turn off her brain and had very vivid dreams, so vivid that later in life, she still remembers her dreams when she was six years old. She remembers most of her dreams. Amazing details, that is if she ever puts herself to sleep. She did not sleep until she was exhausted. The only reason she slept at night was because it was dark and no one was up and she loved to dream. Her dreams were epic, very detailed and she remembers most of them.
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Well, Mother Lady bug believed that this child ladybug needed to have forced rest or sleep during the day otherwise she will get exhausted and she did not want a cranky daughter ladybug. While everybody would take siestas, this ladybug wanted to climb trees and run around with the neighborhood kids especially the neighborhood boys who were up to no good sometimes, they scaled the walls of the elementary school and trespassed during the weekends; they rolled cans into the street to stop the jeepneys and then run and hide when the driver would stop and holler at them; they went to the river to harvest cowries even though they were warned that there were riptides and quicksands; they threw rocks at the windows of the elementary school classrooms and threw stones at the bat caves to disturb their rest. They were certainly up to no good, these band of boys and one girl.
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So a search party was always sent to look for this young bug so her mother could force her to take naps in the afternoon. However, this bug did not like being forced to sleep. She had bad dreams if she slept during the day.
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One day she was summoned and a search party composed of her older sisters and brothers were dispatched. They found her under the santol tree playing marbles with the neighborhood boys. She did not like being summoned but they convinced her to come home with them. She was forced to take a nap. She hated to take naps because she did not like her dreams during the daytime. Sometimes she was awake, she knew she was awake but she felt paralyzed and could not move or speak. Sometimes her sisters thought she was awake and they would speak to her but she could not answer because she was paralyzed because she was forced to sleep. That is why she hated to take naps, yet her mother insisted because according to her mother, the young bug needed to rest.
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"Wake up, let's play!"
Princess nymph emerging from a Quercus petraea a.k.a. Sessile Oak
Pigment ink on Bristol board 2.5x3.5 inches.
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So she took a nap but swore that when she is a grown up she will never sleep!
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How dumb can she be!

Friday, October 23, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - Ile Ile Tulog Anay...

Many of you often ask me if I sleep or tell me to go to sleep. Maybe it's time to listen to all of you. In the meantime, enjoy a few of the nuts I have been playing with during the past few days. These are pigment ink drawings on ATC sized cards measuring 2.5x3.5 inches. When I return, I shall bring with me the rest of my sisterfriend-oak-nymphs.




Will you please do me a favor, google this: Quercus suber. It's interesting. It's a very unique oak tree. I guarantee, you'll be fascinated.





Goodnight...
(well, it's a good night somewhere in this world)

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - No.11

Queen Nymph Marie!
Marie loves Halloween!
(and her Little Princess Grand Baby Madi who takes over her blog sometimes)

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Did you ever have a friend who is quiet and does not make a whole lot of fuss, yet when you turn around she is there with a smile and what a comfort it is to see her. She’s the kind of friend who when you make an ass of yourself for example when you scream at your professor in front of the whole class, everybody else but your best friend abandons you and then you both walk out of the classroom and there she is waiting for you and your best friend and she asks, “are you okay?” and what a great comfort it is that she stayed behind. She is also the kind of friend who remembers your birthday and sends a birthday present but does not own up to it so you thank your other friends who may have pulled the stunt and they tell you they did not do it. I have a sisterfriend like that, always reliable and dependable, never attracting so much attention, never causing any problem but is always there to lend you a hand, comfort you, say something gentle, does not tell you she is having a tummy ache because you are so excited and so full of yourself that she smiles and listens to you and then you notice that something is amiss and you ask “are you okay?” and she replies “Oh I just have a little stomach upset.” You just want to envelop her in your love because she let you celebrate your joy first. She reminds you of the little things that mean a lot and reminds you to slow down and look around, be aware. And then you sit down with her and her sensible side contrasts your goofy side but she says something that sends you howling and cracking up and you do a double take, “did you say that?” When you finally slow down and listen, you find she is a lot of fun and she is funny. When you are tasked with a project and it’s time to build a team, you choose her because she is very good at what she does and is always positive. You can depend on her, which is why today I am talking about her because I just chose her, my dearest, sweetest Marie!


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I want to see and touch Marie’s hands. I want to see the hands that create the most delicate, fine and refined whimsical clay sculptures. They are fantastic, beautiful, and I don’t know why, but I want to lick them. Yes, I licked Count Dracula’s fingers, that beautiful sculpture draping the bud vase you gave me for my birthday which you said came from Renee and Bella. Your work is top-notch! ,
Marie you are a beautiful soul! You are artistic, creative, inspirational, giving, loving and caring. You do it with quiet dignity. Please don’t leave my side, you make me look good and feel good, I hope I do the same for you. You are my dearest sisterfriend and I love you! Thank you very much for being my friend.

Monday, October 19, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - No.10

Queen Nymph Tessa Edwards




I have a confession to make to all of you my dear friends, sisterfriends, soul sisters, twin –Gemini-sisterfriends, favorites… I did not think that doing this series was going to tax my heart and FPOT! I thought I was just going to have fun and draw a composite of how I see each and everyone of you in a certain light-hearted way, knowing that you are all complicated, multi-faceted, gifted and versatile; I could not possibly do all of you justice with these line drawings.

I set to draw your affable aspects. As I sat down and started to think and draw my impressions, I was overcome with unexplainable emotions. Mere lines and squiggles set me quivering, sometimes my movements are quick and light with an accompanying smile, other times I find myself pondering, ruminating, thoughtfully considering even the most trivial and lighthearted characteristics such as one’s propensity for using onomatopoeias and other verbal mannerisms and your serious and thoughtful sides. I am overwhelmed! I think I know the cause of this syndrome – I love each and everyone of you!

So today I am once again overcome with sensation reaching the broad spectrum of emotions. I drew Tessa Edwards .

How does one interpret someone who is a composite of Isak Dinesen and Rudyard Kipling and a modern Merchant Ivory film heroine, a tall, beautiful woman with an eye for capturing scenic landscapes such as the African plains where she sets tea after she and her sister just fixed a flat on their Range Rover? I think of her as the star of her own screenplay and I feel humbled. I don’t know anyone gallivanting in the wild and untamed landscapes with elegance! I am so tickled. Her heart for the people of Africa is as big as the continent. She is one of the quiet change agents working directly with people, no fanfare, and no photo opportunities just direct help.

Tessa who writes with eloquent prose is waiting for the publication of her book. If you read her previous posts you will find delicious and mouth watering photographs of meals she prepared. She is an itinerant adventurer with a gift for story telling and an accompanying gift for capturing the sights.

It’s an irony that she is taking a sabbatical but please visit her blog and say hello to her. She is a dearest sisterfriend and right now she is preparing for her impending move to a new home (her previous home looked like a House Beautiful spread). She mentions the challenges of facing her treatment regimen for myeloma, so please say a little prayer for her. She needs our sisterfriendship more than ever but I guarantee you that knowing her is a truly an enriching experience. Did I tell you she is a gifted painter with a rich and bold palette?

Sunday, October 18, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - The Arija Award

The Arija Award
"Ancient as time, favourite tree: the oak, animal: the wolf, flower: Anemone hepatica, place: a forest near water. Bird: too numerous to name,camera permanently grafted to hand, lover of light, nature, the sea, mountains, deserts,all forests, musing on the essence of being, loving all things great and small, caring for this wonderful planet of ours. "arija
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A wise and and much beloved woman taught me something indirectly through her actions. Having grown up in a country ravaged by wars, governed by a dictator who later fled in the cover of darkness, of thieving and corrupt politicians; a place hammered by typhoons, washed up by floods and battered by droughts, there were times when we had nothing but just enough to quiet our borborygmi. Yet the wise and much beloved woman told us to share what very little we had with those who had none. Whoever came to our home to ask for something never left empty handed. She made me believe that by sharing the very little of what's left, it will multiply. Try telling that to a six year old, it will pass over her head like a flying omega.
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It was not until years later when I realized what she meant and see for myself the product of her philosophical multiplication function.
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My Mother was also the first woman I knew who practiced conservation without the bleeding heart-liberal mumbo-jumbo that I now hear with the present green movement whose leaders preach and chastise our lives while they jet off to lunch and highly paid lectures, or power their mansions with air-conditioning enough to cool a hospital building and then invest in companies to advance their financial portfolio rather than truly preserving Earth. She lived a life of great sense and meaning and never once did I ever hear her lecture, proclaimed herself holier-than-thou. She taught by example and made the preservation of our environment a basic function much like eating or bathing.
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I did not think I will ever find another woman like my mother until I met Arija. They went through wars, natural and man-made disasters yet arose from the ashes and remnants with great dignity and honor. They share a progressive view anchored in timeless wisdom, both of great intellect and compassion.
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I am blessed to call Arija my sisterfriend and it is my great honor to design this award to recognize her: A thinking, seeing, feeling, loving person who celebrates life every day. She is an artist, a photographer, a fascinating woman with great sense of humor, wise and thoughtful blogger and a loving and caring friend.
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Bella Sinclair had this to say about Arija: "I was reading just a little bit about oaks yesterday. Such a strong wood that it is prized for its strength and density. It refused to be felled for centuries (until the invention of iron tools). That, truly, is Arija, she who offers support and shade, who twinkles in the sunshine and sways with the breeze, and who refuses to be felled."
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I am delighted to share this award with my favorite bloggers:
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my dearest Arija
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and most especially to India Flint

Saturday, October 17, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - No.9


Queen Nymph Arija
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This is a tough one. I don't think I can do this nymph justice, I will try.


Not long ago I was reading about India Flint, a gifted artist, writer and poet. She was talking about Attention Deficit Disorder. I agreed with her especially when she mentioned that the symptoms of the disorder described her characteristics when she was a young child. I felt the same way. What India and I shared is having been born to mothers who do not and did not believe that everything had to be labeled and who understood precocious children, otherwise, she and I would have been drugged. We were allowed to flourish in a loving and spirited home life. Her mother is Arija and I happen to consider myself very blessed and lucky to call this wonderful woman my friend.


I love Arija. There are a lot of positions where I may waffle but on this one I don't. This is personal and this is important to me. I saw her at another blog and her comment captured my attention. It's funny to I recall how I thought of her as being aristocratic and distant. Maybe it was her rose avatar or maybe it was her wise bearing that made me think this woman is above my league. Still I followed her and started leaving comments on her blog that is a showcase of the most beautiful landscape and natural resources images. She loves trees so something made me stay. I would not say she is peripatetic but she travels and wanders a lot capturing beautiful images and I found out she is also Peripatetic when one day she gave me a dose of my own medicine.


I was whimpering like a wounded dog and out of nowhere she looked at me straight into my blog eyes and told me what was tantamount to "Stand up and shape up." I do not respond well to strangers being so bold with me but Arija did it in such a gentle and loving manner and then knowing I was nowhere beyond even sitting up, offered her strong and gentle hand. I remember praying hard that week and by week's end the Lord answered my prayers with help coming from the East and from the South. I made two friends that week, even though on my part, it was a friendship of utility, I needed these two friends and my angels brought them to me.


Soon Arija would read something from me like "I hate..." and she replies "You do not hate ..., it is your own repulsion for yourself that you feel." Gulp! I ask her about a sycophantic blogger who started irritating me and she replied "Ces, you would spend the rest of your life pandering to his inferiority complex!" Oh God, I have my own Aristotelian advisor. I share a painting and she along with those who can see through the window of my soul sometimes cringed at what they see. It's as if she was inside my brain and heart when I was painting. Mostly she is exhausted telling me to stop abusing myself. I hear you and I am actually listening!


It's an irony she seldom writes more than a few sentences with her images except for the occasional bout of poetry which I lap with gusto and for her heartfelt and beautiful essays. I admire her intellect. Above all I treasure this wise and loving friend whose life story could provide a rich source of the most captivating screenplays.


I am almost reluctant to feature her as I am afraid you may take her from me, but the more I share her the more love multiplies, and grows. Please say hello to my beloved Arija.



Friday, October 16, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - No.8

Update:


All is well that ends well. I have my laptop ‘puter back! It is bigger, better and faster. Small consolation for my disappointment, right? Previously it had minimal memory now it has maximum memory so it is screaming and sliding and allows me to open twenty or more applications without any problem. I know, I know, too many apps but that’s the way it is. I love all of you! I appreciate your kindness, understanding, caring and support. You are all wonderful incredible nymphs. So let’s continue the nymph parade this evening! I will even skip Illustration Friday and concentrate on the nymphs unless I can think of something “Frozen” in association with the nymphs! Any suggestion?


The Interloper
Sir Perm Anent Lydelete

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I have completed two more drawings of nymphs. I love them! I was really into my element when I drew them, alas, the interloper distracted me. Today I found out that everything was wiped out in my computer, even the safe boot and windows components. The program Mr. Clean used to clean up temporary folders totally cleaned up my pc, the entire cache. I have not been angry, disappointed maybe but not angry. I am very surprised with my reaction. I thought of Arija today, I wonder what she would think and what she would advice me.

C: Everything is gone?
J: Gone
C: How did it happen?
J: I don't know.
C: You gave me a very bad program.
J: No, I don't know why it executed that way, we have used it for three years! I even used it on the CIO's computer.
C: Perhaps the program was recently modified?
J: No
C: I am trying to be philosophical about this.
J: That's good.
C: DAMN!
J: That's not philosophical.
C: No. My other choice is to cry.
J: Please don't cry, please don't cry.
C: (Sobbing)
J: Oh my God! There goes the knife into my heart.
C: (Sobbing)
J: Please, please don't cry, please don't cry...I gave you a bigger hard drive.
C: Why do I need a bigger hard drive, I don't have any data left.
J: Yes, that's true.
C: The problem is, I like you. You are a very gentle and decent man and we have always worked together well, and you have been more than helpful to me in many occasions but it was a big mistake to give me that program. I should be angry and make things difficult for you.
J: Yes, I am really sorry, I don't know what happened. Please don't do that, please don't. Would you want me to bring you something for breakfast, what do you like?
C: No, thank you. I don't want anything. Will I be able to have it back tomorrow?
J: Yes, it is encrypting right now. It takes four hours to encrypt.
C: You will set it up for me with shortcuts.
J: Yes, I will set it up for you.
C: Okay. Tomorrow then. Thank you.
J: Thank you.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Secret Society Of Oaks - No.7

Back To Happiness!!!



Queen Nymph Silke Powers



There are some people, who at first glance, you just like them and you are not shy to approach them, like most of my oak nymph friends. There’s Silke. I remember seeing her at Bella’s blog and I saw her avatar and read her comment and then read Bella’s reply, I was grinning from ear to ear. I had to visit her then.


This is I think, what Silke wanted:


"I wonder if I anyone will notice if I magically transform this acorn to a burger...."


I share a lot of things with Silke, well for starters, there’s art and she is an immigrant at a much older age. She and I like to paint – women! I like Silke’s Women. They have a European flair, and I see them as women with history, a past. Silke also knits, loves to travel and garden and enjoys visiting friends.

But now I must talk about something delicious. Silke’s avatar! When I fist saw her at Bella’s she was holding something that looked utterly delicious. I love that tongue-in-cheek attitude about one’s self. I also noticed when she changed whatever she is eating! The last one was a barbecue sandwich from the Pink Pig Restaurant. I saw their billboard on my way to North Carolina last summer. Next time I will ask my family to stop and I will have a photograph taken of me about to munch on a Pink Pig sandwich. Oh the things bloggers do. Silke’s latest avatar looks sophisticated but she is still holding something tasty.

Her paintings, they are a treat. Her women are solemn and thoughtful and as if they are not enough, she also knits and crafts! So it’s wintertime soon, even in the south. I made sure Silke’s bird won’t catch a cold. I left a lot of spaces open, I know there will be more to draw and the card will fill up as I get to know her better.

Please say hello to Silke. She is beautiful, kindhearted, gentle, gifted, interesting, and just lovely!